To my diary... on a crappy day

It's amazing how a good friend can cheer you up, even when you have had a crappy day with no more than loneliness and almost despair... but fortunately I have great friends... some near, some far... but great friends... and also I don't have total despair just a disconcerting feeling....

I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day, with less self pity and hopefully that call.

On the other hand, how much hope and happiness have I felt the past days... only that, but that alone is more than any sentiment near in time... I hope tomorrow's call change this from a futile feeling to hope again, I only ask for the hope of opportunity